I PROMISE I'LL BE HAPPY. I REALLY PROMISE

sometimes, i really hate it. i dont know whats 'it' but i just hate it.

i underperformed today.

i scraped my knee & my cheekbone a little while diving, and after bathing,i realised i had more scratches below my collar bone. my forefinger hurts like free now, i pulled my left thigh muscle while training. it didnt hurt that much at first. but after exerting more pressure by running all around, it started to hurt pretty bad. than i thought i would just apply force on the right leg. but i pulled the right thigh muscle (again) while having friendlies with the guys. yay yay yay

yay yay yay.

brigette's leaving to japan by this week.
jiayu's already at KL
weiwei's leaving for hongkong & somewhere else soon
linqiang's leaving for yangshuo tmr
brennon has been gone since forever.

YOU ALL BETTER GET ME SOUVIENIERS.

im no longer close with certain people
i miss george
i miss sirhan
i miss jannie

i miss myself.

yay yay yay yay yay! i lead an exciting life, told ya. everyone's going on a holiday, whereas im stuck down here. the furthest i went was like SENTOSA. best

im feeling so horrible right now, not because of the fact that everyone's going for holiday. well, maybe, but more of.. i'll be so aloneeee........ than i'll be autistic and just face my rubiks cube which is a pirated version and refuse to talk to anyone else. even if its like gerard way or quinn allman. :(

i want my patpat.

please take care of my patpat. (: